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Ben Rogers
United Kingdom
Приєднався 22 гру 2009
I'm 38 years old and live in Bideford in North Devon,., in the southwest of South West England. I suffer from Schizophrenia, anxiety, insomnia and depression. I am taking Diazepam and am tapering off it and used to be prescribed (and dependent on) Oxycontin (Hill Billy Heroin) and now I transferred that addiction for 80ml of Methadone each day. I was prescribed 30mg Diazepam (Valium), Pregabalin (Lyrica) 800mg, 7.5mg zopiclone and was FORCED off these in two days in hospital - even though [at the time] I had been physically dependent on benzodiazepine tranquilisers and z drugs for 16 years and dependent on the Pregabalin for about 3 years, which made zero impact on the decision the rather rash, over the top ‘“Psychiatrist" “made which has more than taken it's toll on my mental health.I have now stopped Methad0ne find turkey & it’s impossible to sleep now - I have had ~14 hours sleep in roughly 34 days now!
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MX Records , Name Severs, DNS servers & Security Certificates & WiFi Adaptop device ID- 0 🦊 Proof!
Domain Based Group Policy including Name Servers, MX Records, DNS Servers & Security Certificates edited by other ‘“companies’” Including the company controlling this network plus the Internet Service Provider (ISP), Facebook, Microsoft & the ‘“former’” ‘“Troops’” originally from Afghanistan 🎺
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Відео
Hacked - MX Records, Name Severs, DNS Servers & the .inf file for WiFi Adaptor set Boolean to 0 = 1
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Somebody else editing mx record, name servers, DNS Severs and even sets the .inf file for my laptop WiFi adaptor device status inf file ID to the Integer 0 (Boolean) etc.
Tenants to be charged for a broken toilet seat in “supported” accommodation!!?
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Tenants to be charged for a broken toilet seat in “supported” accommodation!!?
Commemorative £2 coins worth more than face value 💰 [collectible £2 coins worth money] #£2coins
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£2 coins worth more than monetary face value 💰 Commemorative £2 Coins| | [do you have rare £2 coins?] ( #commemorative£2coins #rare£2coins )
Prescription medications 💊 | 34 meds prescribed since ‘04 | #benzos-opiates #prescription-addiction
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Prescription Addiction 💊 💊 💊 meds I’ve been prescribed since 2004 might well shock you!! #prescription-addiction #benzos-opiates #meds
Lemon Haze | Review & Overview || #lemonhaze #review 👍 shake hands 🙌
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Review & Overview of Lemon Haze #Lemon Haze CBD” “Weed “ #review
Computing history! Vintage Windows 98 💿 FE #windows98 #vintage #software
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Windows 98 FE Discs 💿 | Sealed, never used| manuals, DOS boot disks & COAs #Windows98FE
3dMark01on CoffeeLake iGPU UHD 630 integrated graphics card benchmarked in 3dmark01! iGPU
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Benchmarking IntelUHD630 graphics (iGPU) in 3dmark01 [Can you game on Coffee Lake iGPU?] #IntelUHD630 #3dMark01 #Graphics #benchmark #gaming
Supported Housing - what’s it like ? Thumbs down 👎 💩
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Supported Housing - what is it like to live in supported housing settings where other tenants can suffer from mental health conditions and/or substance dependency issues?
What is it like to live in Supported Accommodation? | #SupportedHousing
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Supported Accommodation - [what's it like to live in supported accommodation?] | (support & accommodation | #LivinginSupportedAccommodation #SupportedAccommodation #SharedHousing
34 Prescription Medications prescribed to me over nearly 19 years 💊 #Prescription Addiction
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34 Prescription Medications prescribed to me over nearly 19 years 💊 #Prescription Addiction
A short walk in Chatteris in Cambridgeshire | In B&W
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A short walk in Chatteris in Cambridgeshire | In B&W
Best mobile phone provider in England / United Kingdom? #SIMFree
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Best mobile phone provider in England / United Kingdom? #SIMFree
A drive through the town of Barnstaple in North Devon -- south-west England.
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A drive through the town of Barnstaple in North Devon south-west England.
A slideshow of photos of a huge-variety of motor vehicles captured at the Haynes Motor Museum #Cars
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A slideshow of photos of a huge-variety of motor vehicles captured at the Haynes Motor Museum #Cars
English Money Explained | Coins & Notes #EnglishMoneyExplained
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English Money Explained | Coins & Notes #EnglishMoneyExplained
Slideshow of “Retro” computers | Self & Prebuilt #RetroComputers #Overclocked #ZalmanComputerCase
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Slideshow of “Retro” computers | Self & Prebuilt #RetroComputers #Overclocked #ZalmanComputerCase
Improvising using improvisation | No Cereal Bowls - No problem
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Improvising using improvisation | No Cereal Bowls - No problem
Great day out at Haynes Motor Museum in Somerset | Huge diverse variety of classic & vintage cars!
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Great day out at Haynes Motor Museum in Somerset | Huge diverse variety of classic & vintage cars!
Can you work out how this is done? Filming a LEAF being chased about...
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Can you work out how this is done? Filming a LEAF being chased about...
Somerset countryside - views to Glastonbury Tor from BurrowMump in Somerset! #Somerset #Glastonbury
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Somerset countryside - views to Glastonbury Tor from BurrowMump in Somerset! #Somerset #Glastonbury
A drive through South Molton | South-west England | #metropolis #southmolton #northdevon
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A drive through South Molton | South-west England | #metropolis #southmolton #northdevon
“Rollercoaster" Hills in Devon! #GreatTorrington to #SouthMolton
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“Rollercoaster" Hills in Devon! #GreatTorrington to #SouthMolton
Growing coin ‘collection’ | £2 Coins | Olympics 50 pence piece | #CharlesDickens memorial #£2 Coin
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Growing coin ‘collection’ | £2 Coins | Olympics 50 pence piece | #CharlesDickens memorial #£2 Coin
How to speed the start menu up in Windows 10 and other versions of Windows | | #MenuShowDelay
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How to speed the start menu up in Windows 10 and other versions of Windows | | #MenuShowDelay
B&W views from footpath in Great Torrington | North Devon in B&W!
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B&W views from footpath in Great Torrington | North Devon in B&W!
The First World War £2 Coin | 2015 Coin | Value?
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The First World War £2 Coin | 2015 Coin | Value?
That was beyond listening to a singer... it was being in a different dimension for me . Sad yet beautiful , so peaceful .
Nice video bro I want to guide u bro Be muslim Say I testify that Allah is the only god and muhammed is messenger of Allah ❤
To much he is out of his face
Dhc is the devil's work if you become addicted
Hey there Ben. Just came across your video....I'm from Australia and I've been researching my family history, and have discovered many ancestors came from the Devon area in the 1830s to 1860s (Sampford Courteney, Moreton Hampstead , Abbottskerswell, etc). It's been cool to hear how they would have sounded, and spoken. Thanks mate!
Hermosa. Conmovedora. Esta versión es la esencia de esta canción.
Cute little fridge ❤
Ben do you have facebook so i can contact you ?
Imagine if he talked like that! Lol
Tengo Qué Morir Todas Las Noches.
This is not a drive through South Molton so much as a drive around South Molton. Misses the town altogether!
did you make it? did you have paws if so how long till they weren't very noticeable?
How much clopixol dose are you on, i'm on 200mg every 3 weeks.
Oxycodon is good i have 40 mg short working i love this
I watched your other video on being sectioned,.that’s shocking they ripped you of all that in 2 days,.brutal,.hope your doing ok bud
Interesting, but this version would not have been nearly as commercial.
Oh man. Wish u luck. Keep working. 💪
Kidney stones here thx for info bro respect
I’ve been left for over a week with disc herniation by doctors with no pain control!
Spot on the war makes crime health problems ect 😊
You usa or uk im confused lol 😅
What in the 😮
Cold turkey will produce seizures bro. Hope you are free now.
Have u got any links online bro?
I’m fucked man I’m taking about 1200 mgs a day completly addicted to it put in a power of weight and have started having problems with my eyesight seeing flashing lights and dots etc I need to stop this or I’m going to die
How are you getting on mate? Try taking 9000mg a day and go Cold Turkey.. My heads Fucked !!
Lots of talent magic there here
Sound mate. Ull be all good. Ive been there but not as extreme. I drink and smoke weed but just do ur best mate cause its not good for ya. If u wanna stop then stop bro. Ull be all good. We're all here for ya
Who’s screaming at the back?
Your slurping sounds so gross. 🤮
Cant understand a word bro.
I first listened to this song in a bakermat mix and ever since ive been looking for it and finally i found it
I say you 10 mg usa army used for scary moment in battle sitiuons
LYRICS: To your soul To your soul Cry Cry Cry You leave in the morning with everything you own in a little black case Alone on a platform, the wind and the rain on a sad and lonely face Mother will never understand why you had to leave But the answers you seek will never be found at home The love that you need will never be found at home Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away Pushed around and kicked around, always a lonely boy You were the one that they'd talk about around town as they put you down And as hard as they would try they'd hurt to make you cry But you never cried to them, just to your soul No, you never cried to them, just to your soul Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away (crying to your soul) Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away (crying to your soul) Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away (crying to your soul) Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away Cry, boy, cry Cry, boy, cry Cry, boy, cry, boy, cry Cry, boy, cry, boy, cry Cry, boy, cry, boy, cry Cry, boy, cry, boy, cry Cry, boy, cry, boy, cry Cry, boy, cry, boy, cry You leave in the morning with everything you own in a little black case Alone on a platform, the wind and the rain on a sad and lonely face Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Poor volume
Trying to stop smoking just ordered two
Dose snorting pregabs fuck you up
Stevie's is the voice of the 70's for mellow rock!
Pupils don’t even look dilated yet got some way to go.
This laptop is budget of the budget laptop but it is have very powerful hardware at this pricepoint.
Ben how are u
Its slothhhh
Subscribed..Quetiapine, occasional Df118's here
Hope you’re still off all that crap mate.
That is very good amount of sobiety time ben you shoukd be proud of yoyrself
Brill
Liquid hand cuffs fuckiN nightmare
Bless you ben sounds like uv had it tough i suffer with schitzoaffective disorder and sympathise with you when you mention paranoia
I feel for you ben rogers aka nations i went to my pharmacy once and it was shut till further notice they didnt tell me and i two was on a blue script i had to get hold of my key worker asap and change mybnominated pharmacy.. nightmare
Appreciate your videos they help to watch them
May I ask how many mgs of oxys were u on a day plz